So you speak to me of sadness
and the coming of the winter

Fear that is within you now
it seems to never end

And the dreams that have escaped you

And the hope that you’ve forgotten

You tell me that you need me now

You want to be my friend

And you wonder where we’re going

Where’s the rhyme?
Where’s the rhytms?

It’s you who cannot accept

It is here we must begin
to seek the wisdom of the children

And the graceful way of flowers in the wind

For the children and the flowers
are my sisters and my brothers

Their laughter and their loveliness
would clear a cloudy day

Like the music of the mountains
and the colors of the rainbows

They’re a promise of the future
and a blessing for today

— John Denver’s “Rhymes and Rhytms”

Kekejaman-kekejaman atas manusia di Palestina …

Buat melengkapi Kosmologi Qurani di site ini, perlu dibaca juga Konsep-Konsep Kosmologis dari Prof Achmad Baiquni. Kalau udah ke sana, sekalian intip Konsep-Konsep Antropologis dari Jalaluddin Rakhmat.

Listening = 6; Writing = B+ & A-; Reading = 7. Degrading in performance. But I don’t think so. It’s just about a little part in a great pattern :) :). Errr … and I still have very low confidence in speaking.

Jakarta. However, we must admit that even the most beautiful patterns are composed by disorders. A great number of disorders.

Rhapsodhy in Blue dari Gershwin, memainkan irama yang menggambarkan chaos yang lagi berkeliaran di pikiran, dengan obat-obat keras yang lagi bekerja berkeliling pembuluh darah dan ujung-ujung syaraf. Aku hancur, kacau, lebur, berserakan, tapi nggak bisa diam, nggak mau tenang, dan terus berputar …. menanti sang disorder mewujud pola. Duuuuh … orang flu itu mikir apa aja siiiiih …

Interpretasi Kopenhagen yang asli ditulis Bohr (bukan yang aku tulis di catatan ini beberapa minggu yl) sebenarnya menyatakan bahwa setiap obyek sebenarnya berada dalam semua posisi gelombang probabilitas yang dimungkinan oleh karakteristiknya, namun jika dilakukan observasi pada obyek itu, maka fungsi gelombang runtuh, dan tertinggallah sebuah obyek yang teramati. Maka jika kita mengamati elektron, elektron itu akan tampak; tetapi waktu kita tidak mengamatinya, sebenarnya elektron itu hanya ada dalam bentuk probabilitas. Lalu si pengamat sendiri hanya bisa dibilang ada karena interaksinya dengan pengamat/manusia lain.
Lalu Hawking dkk mempertanyakan: jika demikian, semesta kita ada karena ada sesuatu dari luar semesta ini yang sedang mengobservasi kita.
Begitukah?

Bandung. Flu. I dreamt about chaos. Virus, bacteria, etc, came time to time to form some disorder, and those disorders formed a pattern. This morning I saw the doctor. Nice medicine he gave me, specially the smell :) :). But after taking it, I felt great dizzy. And the images of disorder is dancing in my eyes now.

Last night, it rained hard. I tried to read the Chaos, and focused on relations between the chaos and the quantum mechanics. But rhythms of the rain forced me to sleep. I woke up with a shock, in about 22.30. I had to get my dinner, so I forced myself to get up, and watched the TV to avoid getting asleep. It was X-Files (my only favourite movie at present, but as you have known, I hate TV). The story was about Mulder’s theory on chaos (he left Scully to investigate a case on chaos), and mainly about Scully’s on-going experience with chaos (very often accident/disorder that led to a pattern/order). Funny. I had several ideas on chaos in my mind too before watching Scully. Is it a coincident event?
Nah. It was a pattern.

Least Resistance: A decision you’d take when you are located in a certain situation with certain rules to do certain tasks, but you don’t want to leave all ideas currently developped in your mind. In that case, you’d let a major part of your brain to develop your idea while the minor part left to just survive in the situation.