Last night, it rained hard. I tried to read the Chaos, and focused on relations between the chaos and the quantum mechanics. But rhythms of the rain forced me to sleep. I woke up with a shock, in about 22.30. I had to get my dinner, so I forced myself to get up, and watched the TV to avoid getting asleep. It was X-Files (my only favourite movie at present, but as you have known, I hate TV). The story was about Mulder’s theory on chaos (he left Scully to investigate a case on chaos), and mainly about Scully’s on-going experience with chaos (very often accident/disorder that led to a pattern/order). Funny. I had several ideas on chaos in my mind too before watching Scully. Is it a coincident event?
Nah. It was a pattern.
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Least Resistance: A decision you’d take when you are located in a certain situation with certain rules to do certain tasks, but you don’t want to leave all ideas currently developped in your mind. In that case, you’d let a major part of your brain to develop your idea while the minor part left to just survive in the situation.
HUT Ziggyt. Call Ziggyt sebentar. Gimana caranya talk tentang banyak hal dalam waktu beberapa menit? Kayaknya … nggak tau yah … aku lagi dalam posisi untuk melupakan semua hal, dan cuma mau berfokus ke masa depan. Kali talk lagi aja sama Ziggyt tentang plan-plan masa depan.
Listening = 6; Writing = 6; Reading = 8. Must practicing hard nih.
Frankly, the name Edwin Suchranudin reminds me to Erwin Schrödinger. There is something funny about this uncle Erwin. Other scientists used to think seriously while working in their labs. But uncle Erwin got his greatest idea when he was … ummm … in the mood. You know what I mean.
Visit the library, and have some interesting books. The first one is Schrödinger’s kitten, which makes me curious about its relation to Schrödinger’s cat mentioned several times in quantum mechanics. The other one is Introduction to Chaos.
Ngedengerin Siegfried Idyll ternyata bener-bener bikin relaks pikiran yang lagi suka kusut. Tapi … lucunya … nggak bisa mengurangi homesick, malah nambah. Apalagi weekend ini aku beneran nggak jadi ke Bandung. Ada acara aqiqahan anaknya Dewi. Namanya Zacgo Akbar Alkautsar a.k.a. si Jack :) :). Mudah-mudahan besok si lembut hati ikut nyusul ke Jakarta. I miss her so much.
Essay … essay … essay. I think I must create another channel, specially for 20 minutes or 40 minutes. This moments I have to train myself writing essays on anything (er … everything). What’s the best title for it?
And actually … we don’t even have to explain that disclaimer.
